So I'm feeling a wee bit down today and it's not because it's Monday. Not sure what to do with my flailing (is that a word) relationship. I'm so proud and stubborn and embarrassed to talk to anyone about it! That seems to be the story of my life. I'll listen to other peoples worries but never discuss my own. Hence the blog. It just seems to be an anonymous way of putting my thoughts down. And of course no one can judge me, because lets be honest, everyone judges there friends etc when they are having a moan or a crisis - oh Jemima should've done this Jemima should've done that, like we're all big know it alls and have got it all figures out! If only!

As usual I'll not get too personal until I'm sure no-one reads this! Then I'll let it all hang out! And I think it'll get quite juicy at times - I'll have my own little personal soapie going on!!